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♔ Tuesday, August 18, 2009
3:16 AM |
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都已经空了那么久..
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♔ Saturday, July 11, 2009
3:58 AM |
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SLACKER IN THE HOUSE
I MANAGED TO SIGN IN HAHAHAHA :D
Anyway, I tell you! I horridly slept for
14 HOURS yesterday :O From 5pm to 7am the next morning wahpiang I tell you I was super shocked. AND SAD :( CAUSED I MISSED DINNER + 肥田喜事!!
This is totally how I waste my time away since BT2 is over and I need to resuscitate my fried :X brain.
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♔ Saturday, May 09, 2009
4:24 AM |
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I cease to care
I love long weekends like this.
Especially after such a taxing week X.X
Exco event was held yesterday and I think it was a lot better than our batch's one lol :D I think most of us had fun, if only we had it outside tkd room! I hope shinyi uploads the photos soon (: Cause got quite a number of retarded ones haha.
Then we had interview today and it's such a rare occasion I reached before time HAHA. Sat from 8 plus to 2 plus the seat was heating up! A year ago, we were all sitting in front of the panel wauting to be "interrogated", I can't believe that we're now the ones forming the panel and "interrogating" the juniors instead. I guess there are some things which I cannot get everyone to understand so I don't bother saying trying to prove my point. It's sad how impressions can change so fast with just mintues spent talking to that person. I still insist my stand though I don't expect everyone to agree with me yep. Good thing is, sincerity can't be faked.
Flea-ker of hope was.. not as interesting as I thought it would be. Oh wells, lesson learnt.
I'm dying for 22nd May to come! By then, 16th and 20th would have been over and yay byebye to lab lessons forever!!
Speaking of which, I realised I've got tons to catch up on this weekend *sulks zzz* Sometimes I wonder if I'm giving myself unnecessary stress cause I'm constantly thinking about the undone work (studies/cca) and in the end before I even start doing them, I alr feel so tired from all the thinking. But if I don't give myself stress (good stress!), nobody will and I will do nothing :/ Oh my no way no way this is a really really impt year I need to pace myself so to reach my peak at the correct time. I conclude, STRESS IS GOING CAUSE IT KEEPS YOU GOING. & yeah, I'm not alone (:
Today shinyi said something and I secretly felt happy hearing it HAHAHA (omg someone bash me up) I realised that I see plus talk to her almost everyday and I wonder if someone will ever get tired of seeing and talking to the same person everyday! I don't know.. maybe you need some novelty in life hahaha I make humans sound like some commodities. Then shinyi said "Even though I see you almost everyday but you know, I feel happy leh" YAY :D
I agree with angela's theory of the cosine curve (or is it sine!) I think it's not easy making to the end of the curve and staying at the peak cause you will never reach the "low" anymore. I don't know, I think it's so amazing!!
Yippee dokes.
I will gear myself upself and trudge thru the remaining weeks before June starts :D
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♔ Sunday, April 26, 2009
8:21 AM |
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matter of time
I haven blogged here for a few months alrrrr so I'm gonna do so now! Im doing really nothing. Or rather, even though I stayed home over the weekend, I didn't get any work done. I spend more time thinking about stuffs than doing anything else. I guess I just have to do this. If not, I'll spend time thinking and brooding over it when I return to school which I don't want to.
I look at all the undone work which I could have finished during the weekend (but I didn't) and I wanna cry. I don't know how to get started. I get so turn off whenever I see alien stuffs on the tutorials and I just give up without attempting to try.
I think I'm totally in a bad mood now.
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I just saw Hs's comment on my livejournal post. Yea I saw it (:
有些人經過我身旁 住在我腦中 在我心裡鑽洞
有些人變成相片 堆在角落 灰塵像雪一般冰凍
It got me thinking quite a bit again but I guess I've done enough of it over the entire weekend. I'm so gonna start training seriously and do my work diligently from tmr onwards. Later after I go offline (it's 0111now omg), I'm gonna plan my week's schedule proper before I go to bed yes!
I really think I can make my life a much better one (at least better than NOW) by organising studytime/trainingtime/playtime/sleeptime well. GO KONG I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.
I CANNOT WAIT FOR TEAM DINNER. I WANT TO SIT AND EAT AND TALK AND LAUGH AND CRAP MY TIME AWAY WITH 2, 3, 4. I think they were (and still are) the first people to have made me felt so loved in nanyang. Though times are different, things have changed, we're still and will always be the almighty nync' 06. I can just let my hair down (totally no stress) and be myself in front of them yay. Yearning/Dying for 22 May to come :D
I think Hs's the only one who still reads my livejournal given that the frequency of me blogging is so extreme. I can't remember who I gave the address to haha but yea, I'm comfortable with the state things are in now.
I asked Ferly what a best friend meant to her about a week ago online. Haha I don't think I can find anyone who fits the bill. You know today when I was happily spending my time watching teevee, I heard stuffs which I've come to terms with long ago but I'm just no good convincing myself that I can do it.
其实快乐可以很简单。过去是我太过强求,才会让大家都不开心。I need to find the simplicity of happiness! & not be too demanding about certain stuffs.
Okok, I really need to go plan my stuffs now byebye!
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♔ Monday, February 02, 2009
6:40 AM |
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SIANZZZZ
How many kids will I have? Your Result: 1-3 You will have at least one child. The child will be the same gender as your significant other. If you have a second child it will be the same sex as your best friend in middle school. If you have a third child it will be the same sex as you. |
0 kids | |
4-6 | |
7-13 | |
How many kids will I have?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
I'M GONNA HAVE A BABY BOY YAYYAYAY! :D
What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Intelligence Your best quality is intelligence! People like you because you are smart and always make the right decision. Your intelligence also helps you handle tough situations. |
Loving | |
Out-Going | |
Personality | |
Sense of Humor | |
Ambitious | |
What's Your Best Quality? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
WTH THIS IS NOT TRUE. BUT STILL THANK YOU HAHAHA.
What is your life theme song? Your Result: "Pocketful of Sunshine" - Natasha Beddingfield you are always happy, and always look on the bright side. you are very optomistic (i dont think i spelled that correctly), a real "glass half full" person. good for you. just know its okay to be sad sometimes too.
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"Hot and Cold" - Katy Perry | |
"Given Up" - Linkin Park | |
"People = s---" - Slipknot | |
"Bad Girlfriend" - Theory of a Deadman | |
What is your life theme song? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
I LIKE THIS SONG!! (:
You are 29% Emo. Ha Ha! Normal.
You may have some hard stuff goin on, but it doesn't bother you too much. That's okay. Good work and thanks for playing...
How Emo Are You
Take More Quizzes
How can this be. I thought I'm very emo!
Your True Wishes Your Result: Love/Caring You feel strong love towards many things. You care alot about other people or animals, or even how the enviroment is. You might just be one of those people that would wish for world peace. You have hope. There is goodness in you. |
Pain/Gloom | |
Greed | |
Fantasy | |
Violent | |
Thoughtless | |
Your True Wishes Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
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Are You Gay, Bi, or Straight? Your Result: Straight Your result indications that you are straight. Heterosexual. Attracted to the opposite sex. This probably does not come as a surprise to you. You are in the majority and your relationships will be accepted by society. Consider yourself lucky. |
Gay | |
Bisexual | |
Are You Gay, Bi, or Straight? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
WHEEEE.
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It's not that I have nothing to do, really. In fact, there's a lot I should be doing now but I'm plain lazyyyyyyyyy seriously.
I told you you suck ):
BUT WAIT. I SHOULDNT GET SO UPTIGHT ABOUT THIS. BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT.
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♔ Sunday, February 01, 2009
4:22 AM |
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love-hate
I've not forgotten about this blog!
Haha I need to sign in here once in a while lest I forget my username and password lol :D I hope everyone's doing fine cause I really really think what I have now is not what I want. Hai..
Don't know how to motivate and push myself, seriously. KONGEEEEE YOU'RE ONE BIG HUMONGOULICIOUS SLACKERRRRRRRRRRRRR I HATE YOU! Hate myself ): Yes I do, a lot of times.
Is it one month? Near that, somewhat one month. Haha I bet you this is the longest record. Feels weird though. AHHHHHHH TOLD YOU I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT. I should just convince myself that things are good and I'm going to make it better (what good comfort *pats*)
Pig's birthday is coming in 4 days time I still dont know what to get for her oh no )): So many people's born in February somemore aiyoooo.
OKAY I SHALL GO NOW EVEN THOUGH I DUNNO WHAT IM GOING TO DO HAHAHA BYEBYE SEE YALL IN A BIT OF TIME :D
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♔ Wednesday, January 07, 2009
8:20 PM |
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I'm back (:
Certainly not feeling at my best now. Somehow all the tests coming right now in a few days time when school starts is not getting to me at all :D Not because I've studied. But I just don't care. What a good start to the year with the waking up at 11 plus every morning (when the whole world has already gotten a step ahead).
But hey! I'm supposed to enjoy what's left of this hols so who cares!
BACKPACKING YESTERDAY WITH 2+3! Uber great fun even though it was damn tiring!
WE LOOKED LIKE 3 KIDS GOING ON AN EXCURSION :D