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♔ Monday, August 07, 2006
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starting afresh
eh hello. i love this skin! and i'm so proud of the blog name. hahaha. i thought of it myself one okay. got double meaning somemore. hahaha.
okay, i think i know why i created this blog. i locked the other one up cos i felt that too many people were reading it and i felt really uncomfortable. i dunno why. and maybe, because i was very angry at that point of time. i wanted to vent my anger out. i wanted to blog. and i felt a need to lock it up. hais. nvm. everything's okay now. i don't really care anymore.
so yeah! the lessons i have on monday are the slackest among all. but i guess today was an exception. felt really tired. dunno why. maybe i was just tired after being angry for that considerable amount of time. hahaha. and there was national day parade in school today. ehh.. i hentaked on the wrong beat for the first music and i couldn't bang on the right leg of course :/ hahaha. and the music was so screwed. no music, no songs.. celebration? er.. haha. many things went wrong on the np's side too. so sad. but nvm! it's over. (:
and i was really dreamy after school. was having lunch with shinyi and jiahui. and i guess i was just thinking too much i felt like i'm in my own lala land. just felt like sleeping. bleargh. i'm a pig. we belong to the pig family! hahaha. (: okay. went for stock checking after that.
so there's cross country tml. i'm at checkpoint 10! hahaha. finally, two years of being at the main station.. i can be stationed at the other checkpoints for my third year. hahaha. dunno why i'm so happy. hahaha.
the sad thing today was that we didn't get to sing all the nice national day songs. poof.
steffi told me that someone said that i'm nice and caring. (: HAHAHA. don't pray pray arh. i'm nice and caring okay! HAHAHA!
omg. it's been long since i blogged like that and i like this feeling. feeling so happy now. i like this blog! yayyyy. (: hahaha. who cares if you don't care about me anymore. i can survive all the same. i love my squadmates, i love my teammates, i love my classmates, i love myself! (:
