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♔ Saturday, September 09, 2006
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wo hao lei.
parade rehearsals just tire me out. though all we have to do is just stand there. arghh. i think zhouang's bloody lame. hahaha. okay. random comment.
i think i'm one with lots of grouses. :/
i like FIR's ni hen ai ta. eh don't know whether i got the song title right or not. but it's something like that. it gives people that heart wrenching feeling, which i like! hahaha.
i was thinking.. i really hate it when people take it for granted that i'll always be there and when i'm not, they give me that look saying " i SHOULD be there". hello. can't i even have my freedom of choice. can't i even decide for myself where i wanna be. i no longer belong there you mei you. i'm sure you can tell.
eh so anyway.. you know after this year's nysjab traning camp (last camp as cadets. sighs), i wrote an entry about it but i never got to posting it. i just wrote about every single event that happened. citylink, all the triages, campfire night, disabled, topo etc etc.. not forgetting nightwalk. aiyee, and about all the change of perspectives towards sqmates, seniors, juniors.. but i think i'll never get to post it. i don't know why.. haiya.
nu ren is tired now. she wants to sleep but she got to study. nu ren feels like building four walls around her.. so no one can come in, so she can let her emotions out, so she doesn't have to face the ugly facades of life.
my favourite word for now: dumdedee. (:
