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♔ Friday, October 13, 2006
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my day started off rather okay. just that i was a bit tempremental. then it was checking of scripts. aiyee, whatever lah. the marks didn't really affect me much. like there is nothing i can do now. just that the lt was very very cold. grrrr.
school ended at around 12 plus. then it was get high time with us crowding around the goong vcd cover fighting over who is more handsome! hee. then maychew yeelin jasmine and i were playing bridge in the classroom. yeelin lost every round :D
then i went to the canteen to get milo with celia. but there was no more milo. YAKULT. so we sat down and talked. and emo celia started tearing.. gosh. okay, useless me felt helpless. but still.. everyone really has his or her own worth living in this world. really. there was a point of time i felt that i was worthless. but i got over it. cos i know i am worthy of something. really. i cannot always degrade myself. i will only make the people around me sadder than they already are. really. hais. i dunno how to express it into words.
celia, you will be fine. <333.
ahhhhh. hushen just messaged me! I AM FINE. DON'T WORRY. (:
so we went up to stjohn room right after that. SO EARLY. started cca as usual. had pt. but something horrifying happened. i thought it was just an abrasion. i didn't think blood will start flowing out profusely and very soon, her shirt was filled with blood stains :/ i hope she's okay cos the cut was really really deep.
comp trial.
last parade. i dunno why i love calling it the last parade. hee.
aiyee. after talking to jiahui on the bus, i'm feeling kind of okay already. i just need to think more and i'll get the whole picture. i've got it! (: and i'll make sure you change. really. and i will share my gan xiang with whoever tomorrow.
jiayi asked me if she received professional training. i nodded my head, smiled and said YES. wo hao fang de kai :D
IT'S OKAY.
just don't make me agitated tomorrow :D
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i can tell you've changed.
but isn't it good.
you're happy,
i'm happy.
(:
