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♔ Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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sacrifice
if there needed to be a sacrifice made, how much is it worth?
i won't say it was a wrong decision from the start. i would rather it be that i'm the wrong one, not her. not them. yall said it isn't my fault. i tried hard to convince myself initially. really. i didn't want to put all the blame onto myself because i know and i believe everything will have a way out. because you are a team.
but in the end, i cannot deny that it's my fault.
if it isn't mine, then whose?
it was partly my responsibility. i did not start off right. therefore she didn't too. nevertheless, a decision has to be made. by the team. by her.
it was cruel.
it was unfair.
much as i hate to face it.
i dunno what to do. i dunno how to react. i dunno how to face it. why not someone teach me how.
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it's unfair. i know. for you, for her, for everyone. but is there a so called best solution now. no, there isn't. whichever solution we use, there are bound to be sacrifices made. it's just a matter of 'who'.
jiayou.
