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♔ Saturday, August 18, 2007
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心痛 ):
"Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves... for growing up."
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The Wonder Years--Koped the above from Sheila's blog.
Was doing a lot of thinking ever since we were out today, on the train and now. Shan't talk about school today except for the fact that I really enjoyed the perfomance. Was really good and well planned. And the best thing is
SIR TAN KUO CHEANG WAS THE PRODUCTION MANAGER WOAH. PRO RIGHT! --
I've realised today that what I can do for you is really..
little.
When I heard what happened, all I could do was to stand and stare. They were going on and on trying to console you and reassure you. I could only stand and nod. I wanted to say something too but I realised nothing could come out of my mouth. Nothing. I could only stand there in a daze, as if I am the victim. But obviously, I'm not. I was trying to fight back my tears when I saw you fighting back yours too.
You really don't have to put up a strong front in front of us.
When I saw you smiling and laughing, it hurt inside.
I knew you were crying inside too.
You are so strong, yet so weak.
I want to share the problem with you.
I want to work things out with you.
But I know, in this case, I'm not the one you would go to.
I shouldn't be the one.
Your whole unit is with you.
Everybody is sure to be on your side.
Please,
let everything be okay.
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Tearing on the train when it's so crowded sucks.
People think you're just being emo or crazy cos the whole while, your face is facing the floor.
Your hair spilling all over you. [not that I have much hair to talk abt in the first place.]
I know it's
not obsession this time round.
It's really..
真的想看到你幸福。真的想陪着你走完剩下的路。我真的想看见你开心。告诉我，你要我怎么做？
