|
|
♔ Saturday, November 17, 2007
2:00 AM |
»
好浮浅.. 算了
These days, I just cover up my disappointment and uncertainties by saying I'm tired or I want to sleep. Pretty good excuses actually. I don't know why I give people the impression that I'm always sleeping.. especially during sabbaticals :O
but who knows i'm actually feeling smth else and i really don't want to sleep.But you know the reason very well, don' t you? Today, I really felt like I was a substitute. I think I know very well where I stand. In the past, we used to quarrel over these kind of minor things and that was when our relationship soured. We weren't happy. & now when the same thing is happening again, I know I have to step back cos I don't wanna quarrel over this anymore. Even though I have to admit I wasn't happy at all, in fact I felt like I'm just someone whom you can do easily without with when you have others with you, I even felt angry at you to a certain extent, but at least things stay the way they are now 'cause we're both trying to understand each other. I hope we're really trying.
I will be there whenever whereever, for you.
& when I'm not needed, I won't bother you.
I wished I was not there.Anyway, I had a great time working at Central today! :D :D :D :D :D Haha never felt this way before even though I was doing floor then dish up then cashier asnd eventually the dishwasher haha! I like working in Central cos
EVERYONE there is super nice! :D So I'll feel very happy and safe cos I have them to guide me and entertain me! :D Guess what I had for supper! *stop calling me a pig, oinkoink* I had a bit of
STEAK SANDWICH,
A BOWL OF SALMON CREAM PASTA [yumyum!],
A FULL CUP OF MATCHA FROZEN ICE CREAMMMM [OMG :D],
SESAME CHICKEN SALAD [yay!] and took away a
SEAWEED SALAD cos there were leftovers! :D Full and satisfied! YAY! Then I took bus home with Joanna! Reached home nearing 1am gosh.
& I have yet to finish my journal entries. Tai bang le.
Yet another long day
tomorrow today at work but not at Central :( Haihai. And why am I feeling hungry now! Goodness.
Have to go sleep now! & try to wake up early tomorrow! I don't wanna be late again! :/
