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♔ Tuesday, August 08, 2006
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Cross Country
hee. i'm eating dinner in front of the comp and reflecting at the same time now. today was a long day and so many things happened.
had cross country today. went to school early cos hsuan and i had to help with the loading of first aid stuff and blah with some year twos. and soon, we were all alr in the car on our way to turf city. felt so awkward in the car cos nobody was talking. -silence-
first time at a checkpoint for cross country. not too bad. just that there were a lot of mosquitoes. and so guoshu, wangchen and i were just busy slapping our legs before the run. then we started familiarizing ourselves with the fa bags and i started talking about the stuff in the fa bag. okay, at least we started talking to each other abt sj after checking the fa bag cos if not, it'll be.. silence again. so gan ga. then the race started. no casualties at my checkpoint hahaha. so we just stood there jiayou-ing and very soon, cross country ended. so fast. yayy. so squadmates and i started walking back to the main station.
and eh.. the only nice song we sang was "home". nothing else. just like that. and there was debrief after that. i really don't know if they take what we say seriously and really digest them. i mean some looked like they were in a daze. some were just fiddling with their phones. and some were just looking at the scenery. but of course, there were some who were really listening. rahhhs.
and we had squad meeting in the sj room after that. our first successful SQUAD meeting! hahaha. 2 hours plus. talked abt a lot of stuff. discussed abt a lot of stuff. rather constructive. (: as in everyone kind of voiced out how they felt and what can be done and so on. and i know many of the stuff brought up was meant as a general comment and it wasn't meant to be targetted at anyone but somehow.. i felt rather guilty at times. i was just thinking.. "we say it, we do it". so we said a lot of stuff during the meeting, meaning we should all try our best to fulfil what we've said right.
so okay. i'm trying, really. so stop asking me if we're still writing letters to each other. stop asking me if we're still in contact with each other. stop asking me this, asking me that. i mean frankly speaking, i don't wanna say anything. but since you asked, i said no. and even if we are (which we obviously aren't), i don't see the need for you to interrogate me, i don't see the need for me to report everything i do to you. sorry. maybe i'm just being sensitive here.
or were you talking about yourself? i dunno.
i erased the quote.
and anyway, i BADLY need to go look for my koto cert and all the other certs i misplaced. RAHHHHHS. i don't wanna retake koto again. eeeyyyerrrr. and maybe i should go get started on the footdrill syllabus thing.. hahaha. or else juniors won't have any footdrill syllabus to adhere to! hahaha. eh actually i don't think we really will adhere to it but anyway, it still needs to be done.
so we went ikea after squad meeting. i really like the jars a lot! hahaha. i think i'll be needing it. i mean not showing i care doesn't mean that i don't care anymore. it's just that i don't wanna show it. and i do what i do for a reason.
and guess what?! today is qi yue shi wu! the day when the gates of hell all open. omg. -faints- psychological impact.
thankew shinyi. (: the letter thing was really very nice. i like it a lot! and i was so appalled to see the clouds thingy at the back. hahaha. xiexie ni! and thankew.. for being so frank and honest with me.
one year really pass very fast. can be compared to the speed of light. really. soon, they'll be leaving. and then, it'll be our turn.
