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♔ Monday, December 04, 2006
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it will go on.
i guess i'm recovering. :D
i dunno why it took so long. i thought i should have gotten used to it already. but i guess when you know trust is lacking, it really affects you a lot. but nvm. it's okay (:
dearest jasmine deleted her blog :( hai.
jiahui and i tried cleaning the room today before the meeting (: quite happy. though the room still looks filthy. rahhhh. this is sad. the basin of greyish black water with sediments is enough to explain the layers of dust and dirt accumulated on the floor over the years :/
but nonetheless, i feel accomplished today. especially in the afternoon. i think not only me. haha. yay. oh i think i fa shen jing le. rahhh. halfway during the meeting, i suddenly feel like i love elizabeth a lot. then i started thinking. you know. i used to be in 202 and elizabeth in 203. but we never talked. then during standard last year, we were in the same group too (GOLF :D). but even so, we don't really talk too. as in, we've been thru so many theory courses together and the camp too but.. we don't seem to realise each other's existence. rather sad. then now, i'm in 306 and elizabeth in 307. neighbouring classes again. and even so, we never really talk too. hai. and it's only today that i realised how xing fu i am to have her as my squadmate. so crazy right. RAHHHH. fa feng le. and to think it actually took me close to 3 years to realise this. sighs. but elizabeth! wo shi ai ni de! haha.
so after the meeting, i went over to her and told her something! YAY. thankew elizabeth ((:
RAHHH. i think i have to start packing for advance camp le. hais. si diao :/
hsuan said something today. actually she said a lot alot of funny stuff. HAHAAAAAAAAA! can laugh till i die. suffer and survive right? SURE. HAHAHAHAAAA. nvm. zijia's another funny one! :D
"my heart will go on"
and celia was beside me so i heard the comment she made when she heard what hsuan said. ((: haha. my dearest crymate arh (:
yesyes. my heart will go on (: i cannot let it die.
rahhh. i'm jumping from point to point but heck. after that, went for lunch with shinyi and valerie. then it was down to real business (: i like it when we accomplish stuff in such a short time. so efficient. so now, it's more or less done already. or rather, it SEEMS like we've finished almost everything. :D
i must fulfill the promise i made to myself. rahhh. drag for so long already. si diao. i must fill that jar up with saga seeds. must must must. okay, i will. :D YAY.
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to me, trust is so important.
