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♔ Friday, May 04, 2007
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chinese mid years are over! (:
THANKEW VALERIE!you really started my morning off and i really wanted to look for you after paper 2 to hug you again but you were already on the bus. ): anyway, xiexie ni dear.YOU'LL FOREVER BE MY SISSY HUSBAND :D LOVES. she gave us chocolates la (:
and seriously,
i haven't been talking to valerie for a
very long time already.i cannot remember when we stopped talking to each other,
stopped talking as in.. 不再对彼此讲心事了。
hai.
and i really felt like giving you a big big hug in the morning when i saw you la.
AND WE DID HUGGED. THAT'S THE POINT.you really brightened up my day.
wa i feel like tearing now please.
dont know why.
just very 心酸。
i never realised how much i missed talking to her until today.
go girl.
jiayou for your mid years. [:
feels weird cos i haven been feeling any urge to say this to anyone. and now i feel it.
i want to say it to my no. 4. NOW (:
我会永远爱你的 <3cos like what we've said in the past,
you were always there for me when i wanted to give up.
i was always there for you too when you needed me.
i still believe this will carry on. [:
dont worry about comp trainings for now.
concentrate on your mid years.
shinyi and i will do our best to train comp team for nationals de.
(:
though now it's only down to 2 trainers but,
we'll just do whatever we can to the best of our abilities :)
--
andandand.
thankew for smsing me everyday though i thought i already told you there's no need for that and you said hao ba. haha. (:
--
i screwed up my ying yong wen. thanks.
HAHA. cannot believe it la.
i never add in my ming xian and the name of the school thing.
WOW. (:
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anyway, after chinese mid years,
maychew yeelin jasmine me went to coro for lunch! haha.
then back to school for cca.
napha and back to cca again.
anyway, i got an A for sit and reach and shuttle run!
and please, i just scraped pass standing broad jump and sit ups :/
yeelin was damn pro la :)
maychew too. omg her sit and reach!!! 59 leh!
jasmine, ni ye shi! (:
didn't really do anything for cca.
i know i shouldnt expect a lot from the year 3s since this is their first informal takeover,
but they only have 2 more left. hai.
but some of them sure did
so much better than me please.
i remembered during our informal takeover, i was being a total loser la.
didn't dare to scold the juniors,
didn't dare to shout at them,
didn't dare to even open my mouth :/
but i guess everything changes after you become an NCO.
cos you really get that feeling.
you scold your juniors because you care for them.
when you see them doing smth wrong,
you scold. you make them learn. you want them to change.
no more tender loving care and pampering.
sometimes, we just have to learn the hard way.
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okay so after cca we went out for dinner at taka! (:
OMU RICE.
AHHHHH. i ate so much rice today please!
CARBO = FATS ):
hahaha okay.
wanted to get stuff for elaine but ended up being quite unproductive.
haha.
so just walked around.
and there goes maychew and her hello kitty craze! :DD
saw this very cute japanese boyboy too (:
and jasmine and her crazy idea!
we went into park singapore hotel and took the lift up and down!
wa it's so nice looking at almost the whole of orchard from so high! :DD
i was so scared we would get caught :/
and thankew.
thankew for always taking the red line with me,
though yall would definitely get home faster if yall take the green line.
(:
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yeah.
people just get so frank with each other at night.
you know i really
love walking down orchard road at night,
especially with maychew yeelin and jasmine.
even though there are a lot of people,
but i just feel like i can let everything out.
jasmine told me hers.
and i told her mine.
sorry dear,
i wasn't even comforting you or anything la.
but yeah,
though i don't agree with what bkoh said but it still hurts knowing that that's what an outsider thinks. cos it may very well be how the rest thinks too.
there's still more to it and you'll tell me about it the next time.
mine is just revolving around the same thing.
whenever the same topic is being brought up,
i really do try my best to act like it doesn't matter and i won't be affected.
but the truth is, 我很在乎。
i'm really being selfish here.
i know i wont be able to stop thinking about this.
i just dont want to hear it again.
cos i really felt like crying my heart out when i first heard it. no more second time please.--
squad meeting tomorrow.
after then meeting them again for lunch,
and ih meeting at my house.
rahhh.
boring life.
