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♔ Monday, May 14, 2007
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//hai.
Hai.
Feel like ponning school tomorrow, like seriously.
Then I can go to Jasmine's house for coffee! HAHA.
But I guess it would be pretty obvious if the both of us missed school on the same day.
And I would feel very very bad.
Cos I'm already going to miss comp training,
and now I still wanna miss school.
But sometimes,
I just don't know how to face certain things.
That period of time.
I didn't want to go to school.
Because of certain stuff that happened.
Maybe because it was the first time such shit happened to me, that's why i felt very lost.
Teared everyday,
Kept thinking of what I could do to salvage the relationship,
Thoughts of wanting to skip school hit me time and time again.
I still went to school nonetheless.
Planned to pretend nothing happened and continue life like before.
I thought I could do it, really.
I thought I could open my mouth and start talking.
I thought I could take the first step.
But it all didn't turn out this way.
Like please, it was that hard.
Eventually, the problem was never solved.
I guess we just didn't have the courage to face it.
We just awkwardly carried on with our lives,
until now.
I know we both care.
But when such stuff happens more than once,
I cannot be bothered anymore.
And I'm quite happy cos it no longer gets to me :D
I pon school now,
not because I dont want to face the problem.
But because I need a break. I want to rest.
So yeah,
like how you've told me you can understand why I want to pon school.
I'm telling you now,
I can understand why you wanna pon school too.
I want to end this off beautifully.
I want to make smth I never thought I could make.
I want to put in my bestest effort for you.
For this is the first, and the last.
C'mon KONG! YOU CAN DO IT.
100. 899 more to go.
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JASMINE, JIAYOU (:
--
Went to Ikea with Shinyi today! :DD
Cos she needed to her mother's day presentS!
ORANGE VASEEEE!
HAHAHA.
And I got myself this paper box thingo.
I just managed to fix it, and I cannot believe it was that simple :)
YAY!
Wth.
Our sense of direction sucks by the way :D
I'll be going to Ikea again this friday with jasmine maychew and yeelin (:
Realised our outings are always on fridays.
:D
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太爱了，
所以我，
没有说，
没有哭。
