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♔ Monday, October 08, 2007
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tired
Finally couldn't resist the temptation to blog :/
Haven been touching the comp since start of exams unless
really necessary.
One last paper. JIAYOU!
& I love history (:
Forget it if I don't score well lah.
Hmm, exams are going to be over soon.
Suddenly feeling very insecure hai.
A lot of question marks.
A lot of uncertainties.
A lot of doubts.
But I don't have the courage to face up to them.
突然觉得会失去一切。
又不是没有试着去挽回。
可是有用吗？
When people are really tired and drained emotionally, they really tend to think a lot more and emo to themselves haha. Great. Cause I'm feeling super tired now. I bet everyone feels the same way. Hai. I want to blog long long about what I'm thinking after exams (: Need to get everything out, provided I still feel this way after exams haha. Come to think of it, I'm scared to get back my la, phyics and chem results back. Hai and all the others too. Damn lah. But hey, I've come to understand that many a times, the amount of effort you put in just doesn't show in the results. Doesn't mean you've put in 100% for the exams, you must get the 100% reflected in the results. Same goes for relationships.
There is so much you can expect, but so little you can get.
& I have learnt.
If both parties aren't putting in the effort to maintain the relationship then it's better to draw yourself out of it and stop wasting each other's time. I got learn something from my previous lesson one okay! Haha (:
Okay, wo hen lei le. Want to retire to bed! :) Goodnight all :D
