I am just listening to 蒲公英的约定 and 我不配. What an emo night haha.

I WANNA CHANGE JOB ALREADY. ANYONE HAS ANY LOBANG?! Hai, I really felt bullied at work last saturday and I'm determined to find a job which pays better (this should be quite easy) with a more relaxed workscope (this shouldn't be difficult too) BUT WHERE. I need time to go job hunting, again. Even though this is what happens in the outside world away from textbooks teachers exams etc, I don't want to suffer this kind of humiliation anymore. 我不是吃不起苦。我也有我的自尊心。

I think I'm worn out, seriously. You know today I woke up late and I had to go for work so I rushed to the MRT station and when I saw what I thought was supposedly the train I'm taking, I dashed into it. Natural feeling that it was the correct train. But hey I felt that something was wrong when I was in the train minutesssssss later. Then I realised I TOOK THE WRONG SIDE -.- OMG LIKE THANKS. I thought I was going to Boon Lay (NTU) for Sabb hai. So in the end, I took an even longer time to get to Suntec. & I realised today my left and right wrists are aching (terribly) from supporting the hotplates. I even find difficulty bending down cos my thighs hurt (from standing for sooooooooo long) See so many complains so might as well find another job. Even though I know I'm being super traitor cos this is the time pepper lunch really needs staff and I'm looking for another job. Sorry :/