When I desperately wanted/needed to blog, this page takes forever to load. Make me feel so pekcek that I don't even want to wait anymore. & now when I'm just trying my luck, this page actually loaded oh-so-miraculously fast (while ISP is laggingggggggggg like siao, just when I really needed to get in to do my online tests pfft)
I guess I'm well over it. Nothing I can do anyway, I'll just have to keep going.
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Had stayover at Shinyi's house over the weekend :) GREAT. I loved the saturday night when we just stayed in the room (so cosy!) and did work, and talked, and gossipped, and did whatever we could using the comp wahaha (: Hushen mustmustmust join us the next time. Mustmustmust.
P.S We looked damn cute in our pyjamas :D
Go visit Shinyi's blog for more details haha too lazy to blog abt it but I'll remember our first 3/4 team stayover (:
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It sucks to know you're the one being forgotten. Like I'm the one being left behind and all the shit. But well, people come and people go. I'm just one of the many who stepped into st john and had to leave (even though I hated to do so) cause time's up for me. I once told her we all have the same amount of time in st john (wah I felt so mature can), and my time will be up soon, just like how her's passed her by. As years pass, I've been seeing lesser and lesser of my seniors, especially the older ones. Maybe we'll never meet again I know, oh wells :(
& I know my time is up. It's okay, cause I've had my fair share of love, joy, fun, infatuation, tears, sorrow etc.
Not going back anymore in the meantime (: On a sidenote, I feel so fortunate to grow up under the ma'am shuyan era (: At least I saw the glorious days.
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I wished I was like Hushen. Maybe tomorrow will be a happier day. (yeah right)
