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♔ Wednesday, September 13, 2006
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so what if i try
i wanted to make this post short but whatever.
to say the truth, i felt her sincerity. i was touched. it's not easy for someone to garner the courage to say this infront of us. and yes, i will consider. maybe it's more for your sake than mine. but.. nvm. nothing else matters already.
thankew yeelin! i knew i had the best deskmate. i knew it all along! hahaha, just that i didn't say it! happy?
thankew elaine!
thankew shiny(: LOVES. PROVEN! (: you never fail to make me feel better when i'm down. sighs. hope i didn't scare you. i just felt like the world's crashing down on me.
thankew hushen(: hais. everything's just so screwed. really. but nvm. (: LOVES.
steffi, i'm not sure if you've read the note but do reply okay! <3s. ps. i took your pencil by accident :D hee.
the following has nothing to do with the above. :D
aiyee, i knew it. i knew it all along that this will happen. just that i kept deluding myself. so now, everything's crystal clear. but nvm. i have no choice. i have no right.
i'm just plain selfish and unreasonable. i was just blinded by whatever to see the whole picture. i keep thinking you were the one who stole everything from me. i keep thinking you were the one who kept spoiling everything. but no. sorry. you did nothing wrong. it's just me. maybe giving you a chance will make everyone happy. you are nice, i know. sorry.
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sometimes i really wonder if you care.
