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♔ Tuesday, October 10, 2006
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exams are over! finally. hahaha. see? time flies really fast.
okay. now i admit it's nice sitting for your exams in the hall. i like it! and i like where i'm sitting(: i thought it will be very scary but it didn't turn out so. lalala. i screwed up math paper 1 and physics paper 2 :( horrible me. and the surprising thing was history was actually quite do-able! at least i managed to finish 5 mins before time.
somehow, i feel like telling the whole world how much i love myself. especially when i study hard. hais. studying hard is one thing, whether i do well or not is another. hahaha. i didn't really do anything for physics though even though i stayed up till 1 plus last night. hee.
i came back home. went into my room. looked at my table. OMG. rubbish dump. bleargh. so i went to pack my table just now. IT'S SO MUCH NEATER NOW! andandand.. i unravelled a lot of old old stuff when i was tidying my table up..
-my sec one geography notes
-sec one history notes [gosh. i have such neat handwriting then.]
-cpr checking list which i thought i lost it
-half written letter
-packed up nicely national geographic which was delivered long time ago
-nco course song booklet
-sec one sj camp grouping paper
-sec two sj camp grouping paper
-some emergency handbook
-obs packing list
-MOI timetable for nco course [isit called MOI? aiyee, can't rmb]
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so now my table looks so much neater! hahaha.
ohohoh! BIRTHDAYS!
3 Oct 2006: eh heh. you'll never get to see this but HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:
7 Oct 2006: HSUAN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <333 hahaha. just now when i looking at the sec one camp grouping paper, i realised i was in the same group as hsuan zijia and zhouang! CORANGE! (:
11 Oct 2006: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUSHEN! isn't it exciting. she's gonna celebrate her first day as a 15 year old in school doing her last paper then later on, she's gonna celebrate it with US! bwahaha.
12 Oct 2006: LAO PENG YOU! i still remember your birthday lor! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <333
tadah. and i need to come up with a long long list of stuff i need to do from today onwards! BWAHA!
1. dieting with valerie [BLAH. we've been saying the same time for ages :D]
2. work-out with jiahui
3. update my notebook everyday
4. advance
5. hospital attachment at changi
6. prepare SOMEONE'S very belated birthday present!
7. prepare YOUR children's day present!
8. go look for *** with valerie
9. training
10. farewell
11. outdoor
12. camp
13. learn baking!
14. STUDY!
15. shopping!
16. start writing postcards
and most importantly, i've got to start planning. true enough, i've gotten used to it already. of course things can get even worse, and when the time comes, i'll learn to adapt to it all over again. the day is nearing. i know very well what will happen. i can't possibly live in self denial and pretend i never see anything.
i counted my blessings(:
i jotted down every memory i had of you. cos i know the day when i'm not gonna have any more memories of you is nearing. the day when you're gonna hate me cos of whatever decision i make, the day when you're not even gonna take a second glance at me. that day is nearing. when the day comes, at the very least i have the past to fall back on.
i'm contented.
so i'm going to come up with a "LOVES" list. but i'm not posting it :D
going to school tomorrow! dunno what i'll end up doing. i remember last year i was sitting in the canteen alone waiting for someone. then it started raining. and all i did then was stare at the rain. poof. -.-
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i love me.
