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♔ Monday, September 18, 2006
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no more second chance
forget what i said in the previous post.
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i just saw it. did you see it too? whatever you. i feel like slapping you. but i feel like slapping myself more. *slaps
i really wonder how valerie leads a life like that. i'm experiencing it NOW. i tell you. YES. YOU. listen up. you are not my everything, but you do mean something to me. and if you don't appreciate it, tell me. actually, you are already showing it to me that you don't. fine. i tell you okay. i'm not going to care about you anymore! :'(
it's always like this.
i was thinking and i could imagine the scene.. perfectly. ha.
i prepared something for you. i wanted to give it to you but as i was nearing you, i saw that actually, you don't need it anymore. cos it won't make any difference. so i turned and walked away. next, i threw away that something that was meant for you. cos from that moment onwards, i knew that something was meant only for the rubbish bin.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
valerie and shinyi, please remind me constantly. remind me that i'm not supposed to give a hoot about that person. [the one who once meant something but now it's NOTHING. hahaha. like valerie.]
crap. she's happy, you're happy. you're happy, i'm happy. so i must make her happy so you'll be happy then i'll be happy. thank you very much. no more of this crap anymore. i'm not some wei3 da4 ren2 shi4.
on the phone with shiny now. she says that weird people do weird stuff just to be together. haha. how true right? they can all go get cremated together and i can go help you sao3 mu4 on qing ming jie. (: I AM SO NICE RIGHT! don't need to thank me.
anyway, jasmine's mr bean bear is so cute. i love it! yay. (: and it's cheap somemore :D hahaha.
