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♔ Wednesday, December 06, 2006
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we can do it.
i should breathe in and out.
*breathes in breathes out*
okay. i feel very very wei3 qu1 for valerie now. :'( don't cry dear. you know i'll forever be beside you. you were the one who said it yourself remember? especially during footdrill (: don't care about what others say [they never make sense. not a single bit of sense.] don't care about what they do either [they can go zi high themselves for all i care.] don't let them affect you. you must must must take care of yourself during camp okay. we'll be just somewhere next to you.. though to me, it's still very far away. sucks.
must stay strong. of course you can. (: i'm sure you can. it's okay to cry. better then bottling everything up. smile, be happy, find joy in whatever you do then you'll love yourself a lot more for being you. really. <3.
i don't wanna go for camp anymore.
i would rather stay at home and study math.
cos i'm seriously lagging behind.
and if i fail again,
i don't think i will want to bother about math anymore.
argh.
cannot wait for the 11th to come. cos by then, everything will almost be over. then we can concentrate on more important stuff. not that we're very enthu about it but do we have a choice? valerie asked me today. she asked what will happen to them. then i realised that actually we all know very well what will happen, don't we? i feel like asking for help already. valerie, can you call 995. or do you have other helplines? we should stop giving ourselves false hopes.
celia once said that hopes are like bubbles. they break easily.
so the bubbles broke one after another.
kuai yao mei you bubble le.
RAHHHHHHH.
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"when you're close to tears, remember someday it'll all be over"
yes. jiayou squadmates. must take of one another. (:
especially you, dear. <3
i'll always remember why it is not darling but dear.
