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♔ Friday, February 09, 2007
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O.O
i need a revolution.
and if this is what you want, so be it.
i have no right.
go do it the way you want to.
i will keep my mouth shut.
st john can never be the same.
respect is to be earned.
i never denied this fact.
but if everyone's going to treat them with tender loving care,
if everyone's going to pamper them,
if everyone's going to keep quiet about their mistakes,
what more future does st john hold?
will we even have a future?
yes maybe.
but i won't want to look at it.
sorry but sad to say,
you don't respect me,
so don't expect me to respect you.
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i am pissed yes.
now i feel stupid crying over it.
si diao jiu si diao le.
wei shen me hai yao ku ne.
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and please refrain from making stupid and senseless comments.
you did not clean the room.
you did not even put in a single bit of effort to help.
so don't tell me the room is messy.
you don't know how much effort it takes to clean the room up.
you don't know how late we stayed till.
you don't know how much we sweated.
and if you think the room is so messy,
why don't you clean it yourself.
why don't you take time off to at least help.
maybe it'll look cleaner?
yeah maybe.
chao irritated.
and please don't go around telling us this, telling us that when you're the one breaking all the rules.
i'm super disgusted.
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i want sir tan back.
i miss sir tan a alot.
a lot.
he is strict. yes.
but i rather it be that way than now.
i've always wanted it to be that way.
WO YAO SIR TAN KUO CHEANG HUI LAI.
now,
i don't even feel like i have to put in anything at all.
cos all you want me to do is treat them with tender loving care.
you don't approve of us scolding them. [for the right things]
you don't approve of us doing this, doing that.
then why bother have st john.
when we don't even have discipline.
i want sir tan back. [badly]
i want ma'am low back.
i want ma'am shuyan's batch back.
i want ma'am xinyun's batch back.
i want cpl renzhi's batch back.
i want them to bring everything back,
and prove her wrong.
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it had never been easy.
only one word i can use:
SCREWED
don't make me give up hope.
do it one more time,
you're done for.
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one happy thing:
i love bubble tea :D
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i really don't know how long we're going to continue this silent break.
i wish it'll last forever.
and ever.
till then, we'll both be forgotten be each other.
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don't wanna hide anymore.
don't wanna shun anymore.
it's a fact.
i saw her today.
and i thought of you.
we're on different frequencies now.
who knows what you've been doing.
i guess nothing can come as a greater shock anymore.
been through the worst.
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anyway,
happy birthday ma'am xinyun! :D
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sorry if i'm blogging in a chao emo way and you can't understand what i'm saying.
i just need to let it all out then i'll be okay :)
