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♔ Wednesday, May 16, 2007
10:51 PM |
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: DD
Wa.
I just wanted to sign in here to blog about stuff.
Then I realised the blogger at my house's comp is fixed alr! : D
So now can
COLOUR my words however I like le.
(:
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A while ago, we were still chatting happily like there was no tomorrow.
Just now when we started talking again, we started debating.
I know you're not going to sit on the fence this time.
I'm not going to too.
We just don't see each other's point, isn't it.
Hai. Suan le.
I'm not idealistic.
I don't believe it forever.
I don't believe in it anymore.
明明就有问题存在着，
but we're just pretending nothing happened.
This is why I said;
If I were you,
I would have given up long ago.
Maybe you've already done that, I don't know.
I used to tell Jasmine not to give up.
After what happened to them, after what happened to us.
No matter what, I just thought it hurts so bad to know you're giving up on smth you loved so much.
So I kept telling her not to give up, kept pushing her.
I didn't want her to stop.
And now.
I'm not saying that anymore.
I don't tell her not to give up anymore.
Not that I don't care about her,
not that I don't care about them, about us.
But really, 我看透了。是人都会变。
I'm giving up together, with you.
有时候，离开是想要被挽留。This is not a "follow the crowd" thing.
I see it for myself.
And I really rather you give up on me too.
因为我真的是个很麻烦的女人。
But I'm not worth it. That's why."What hurts more than losing you is knowing you're not fighting to keep me."
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I want to get into KAYAKING with SHINYI : DDLet's pray hard. PLEASE.
