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♔ Tuesday, July 17, 2007
9:11 PM |
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but how?
How do I make you see?
I counted and we spoke less than 5 sentences today.
& it was so quiet today.
I could only hear murmurs and whispers.
If you don't know, this sucks even more.
A lot more.
I still care but I don't want to show it.
I don't like this kind of life.
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Jasmine called me yesterday.
Talked about everything between zuiai and me.
I know trust and honesty is very important in relationships.
I know she's disappointed in me cos I fail her time and time again.
I told her I wanna give up already.
I told her she should tell zuiai to stop trying.
So what if I believe in forever?
But then again, I'll live to regret. I know I will.
I want to confide in you when I'm feeling down.
I want to share my joy with you when I'm happy.
I can do the latter, but not the former.
I want to tell you so many so many things but I don't have the courage.
I don't know where I can get the courage from.
It's not a case whereby it's as simple as ABC.
So complex I really feel like running away from you.
I promised I will get things solved after this week.
But I'm slowly losing it.
& I'm scared I'll back out in the end.
Wth.
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可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你。
