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♔ Saturday, December 01, 2007
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Learn, laugh, live & love LIFE :D
When night falls, people tend to be more
emo (as always) 'cause they'll start thinking about a lot a lot of stuff and finally, I'm thinking of
our problem now.
I admit I didn't really want to care at the start 'cause this happened for far too many times and I'm sick of facing it again. I have no idea why people suddenly start giving you the cold shoulders as and when they want to, leaving you confused and lost. I know there's a reason. You ask because you want to know, because you care, but in return, you get nothing but the same cold response. I know this will carry on and with time, we will start drifting oceans apart.
The once "
I'll always be there for you when you need me", "
I treasure you a lot as a friend" etcetc.. everything vanishes when one party decides to give up. I know I
don't want to lose this.
In fact, nothing will stay the same anymore, even after we patch up (I'm making an assumption I know) But I still believe we can return to how we were if we try. If only we tried.. Nevertheless, preparing myself for the worst, I'll never forget the happy times we had :) I'll never forget how we would used to come up with anything and everything to cheer each other up knowing she's down. I'll never forget how we would prepare stuff for one another on special occasions which meant a lot to each of us. The bad times too.. Ah, without the bad, how do we cherish the good right?
Thank you
Yongji,
Hoxy,
Christaball and
Liangzhen for being there when I needed yall too :) Xiexie ni men. I really needed that. Thank you
Pearlynne for being so.. sensitive. Mm xiexie. & squadmates too! People like
Steffi Hushen Celia Shinyi etcetc who are always there to hear me out. Just lending me your ears. & of course, thank you
Yeelin.
Guess this is a definite passing phrase of life. Get used to it and
move on with life. At the same time, grow with each learning experience :) The most important thing is
treasure relationships. Never give up on what you strongly believe in and 要相信总有一天是会看到彩虹的.
LEARN, LAUGH, LIVE & LOVE LIFEEEEEEEEE! 'Cause life is definitely good with people who care and the best thing is they're all around you! :D
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I'm kind of looking and not looking forward to squad chalet haha. What an irony. I Actually I just realised yesterday that squad chalet is this coming monday! HAHA got a shock. Hmmm, Steffi is forever so organised lah. This kind of thing like SQUAD CHALET must also send email to inform everyone about our daily routine, who's bringing radio and who's bringing cards, how much money to bring and what toiletries to bring and blahblahblah.. STEFFI ARH.
No wonder Hushen messaged me to ask me if I'll be staying over for the first night. Tsktsk who says I'm not going to stay over! I am lor :( HAHA okay lah. Maybe I do sound that incoherant over the phone.
Met 3 new girls at work a few days ago and Yeelin and I realised smth today! I realised that Rachel's sideview bear a bit of resemblance to Ma'am XinYun hahaha. Really! & Yeelin realised that Huixin look a bit and sound a lot like XinYu! What a coincidence lah hahaha. HongKun looks like someone too.. haha.
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或许是时间给得太少，让我无法珍惜
每个曾经为我付出过的人。但，我要对你们说声谢谢。对，就是
你，你，你，你，你，你，还有很多个你。As long as you are reading this post, you're part of the "很多个你"! Cos I assume you must be somewhat related to me if you're reading this haha. Not many people know about this blog you know haha. I know I'm definitely not the best person to have for company. I know I have disappointed a lot in my actions, in my words and I apologise for that. I know many a times, I have my own temperaments and some may not be able to accept me for what I am. Part and parcel of life I guess. Nobody's perfect anyway. We don't live to please others.
Argh, as I am typing, I am wondering if I know what I'm doing haha. Just a sudden impulse to say out what I feel. So nan de I'm feeling so positive about life lor, considering the fact that I have been super worried about how I'm going to cope in JC in a month's time hai.. but that can wait. So anyway, THANK YOU EVERYONE!
I'm determined to be a happy person from now on. Or at least, try to be one :) Mm! :D Goodbye (:
