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♔ Saturday, May 09, 2009
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I cease to care
I love long weekends like this.
Especially after such a taxing week X.X
Exco event was held yesterday and I think it was a lot better than our batch's one lol :D I think most of us had fun, if only we had it outside tkd room! I hope shinyi uploads the photos soon (: Cause got quite a number of retarded ones haha.
Then we had interview today and it's such a rare occasion I reached before time HAHA. Sat from 8 plus to 2 plus the seat was heating up! A year ago, we were all sitting in front of the panel wauting to be "interrogated", I can't believe that we're now the ones forming the panel and "interrogating" the juniors instead. I guess there are some things which I cannot get everyone to understand so I don't bother saying trying to prove my point. It's sad how impressions can change so fast with just mintues spent talking to that person. I still insist my stand though I don't expect everyone to agree with me yep. Good thing is, sincerity can't be faked.
Flea-ker of hope was.. not as interesting as I thought it would be. Oh wells, lesson learnt.
I'm dying for 22nd May to come! By then, 16th and 20th would have been over and yay byebye to lab lessons forever!!
Speaking of which, I realised I've got tons to catch up on this weekend *sulks zzz* Sometimes I wonder if I'm giving myself unnecessary stress cause I'm constantly thinking about the undone work (studies/cca) and in the end before I even start doing them, I alr feel so tired from all the thinking. But if I don't give myself stress (good stress!), nobody will and I will do nothing :/ Oh my no way no way this is a really really impt year I need to pace myself so to reach my peak at the correct time. I conclude, STRESS IS GOING CAUSE IT KEEPS YOU GOING. & yeah, I'm not alone (:
Today shinyi said something and I secretly felt happy hearing it HAHAHA (omg someone bash me up) I realised that I see plus talk to her almost everyday and I wonder if someone will ever get tired of seeing and talking to the same person everyday! I don't know.. maybe you need some novelty in life hahaha I make humans sound like some commodities. Then shinyi said "Even though I see you almost everyday but you know, I feel happy leh" YAY :D
I agree with angela's theory of the cosine curve (or is it sine!) I think it's not easy making to the end of the curve and staying at the peak cause you will never reach the "low" anymore. I don't know, I think it's so amazing!!
Yippee dokes.
I will gear myself upself and trudge thru the remaining weeks before June starts :D