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♔ Monday, December 10, 2007
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would you be there?
I forgot to say this but thank you Xinyu (: I was quite taken aback when I got your letter during squad chalet. Part of me felt like I didn't deserve it but of course, I'm happy cos someone wrote me a letterrrrrrrrrrrrr! :D Was reading it again on the train back home today and I was smiling to myself reading it :D Especially when I got to the 金马奖得主 and Oscar winner award part HAHA! Super hilarious please. But jokes aside, I think Xinyu really took down all the hopeless (HAHA!) and happy moments we had together :D She's got a superb memory, I'm impressed :D
& now I know why people write letters.
I really think I know why.
I used to go through Celia's archives and read her old posts cos they never fail to trigger that smth in me. I used to go thru mine too. But I don't do that now. Too mentally exhausting and I'm not sure if I want to feel that way again. & I remember Steffi saying in one of her older posts that she's a bottler. Cute name by the way :D I wonder if such a word exists in the first place. Okay, I figured that I can not be one. At least for now, that's the case.
When I woke up to a rainy day today, surprisingly I was like "Hai, rainy day again.." I used to think I like rainy days a lot. Cos I can snuggle in bed and it's just the stuff that runs thru your brain on days like these. But now, I wished I could wake up to a bright and sunny day every morning :) What irony.
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I really think I'm scared, I shudder at the thought of
it.
But I cannot stop thinking.
