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♔ Wednesday, December 20, 2006
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it's the little things
you know yesterday, after i found out..
after i cried,
after i thought through the night,
after writing in that notebook,
i realised a lot.
really.
as i was writing i was thinking,
if you wanted me to know,
if you wanted to tell me,
you would have done so yourself right.
and if you chose to change your mind,
there must be a reason why.
i understand.
so i didn't ask.
"there are two reasons to not tell the truth; lying will get you what you want and because lying will keep someone from getting hurt."
thankew.
cos it really made me realise so much.
much as i want to lose my memory so i won't remember,
i wouldn't want to hide from it either.
and it was then,
i realised that there's nothing to be scared of.
sudden enlightenment.
i'm still me.
you're still you.
we're still..
us.
everyone has a past.
you're no exception.
i'll willing to accept it.
nothing will change.